《seraphita》

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physiologist had studied this being (who; judging by the pride on his

brow and the lightning in his eyes seemed a youth of about seventeen

years of age); and if the student had sought for the springs of that

beaming life beneath the whitest skin that ever the North bestowed

upon her offspring; he would undoubtedly have believed either in some

phosphoric fluid of the nerves shining beneath the cuticle; or in the

constant presence of an inward luminary; whose rays issued through the

being of Seraphitus like a light through an alabaster vase。 Soft and

slender as were his hands; ungloved to remove his companion's snow…

boots; they seemed possessed of a strength equal to that which the

Creator gave to the diaphanous tentacles of the crab。 The fire darting

from his vivid glance seemed to struggle with the beams of the sun;

not to take but to give them light。 His body; slim and delicate as

that of a woman; gave evidence of one of those natures which are

feeble apparently; but whose strength equals their will; rendering

them at times powerful。 Of medium height; Seraphitus appeared to grow

in stature as he turned fully round and seemed about to spring upward。

His hair; curled by a fairy's hand and waving to the breeze; increased

the illusion produced by this aerial attitude; yet his bearing; wholly

without conscious effort; was the result far more of a moral

phenomenon than of a corporal habit。



Minna's imagination seconded this illusion; under the dominion of

which all persons would assuredly have fallen;an illusion which gave

to Seraphitus the appearance of a vision dreamed of in happy sleep。 No

known type conveys an image of that form so majestically made to

Minna; but which to the eyes of a man would have eclipsed in womanly

grace the fairest of Raphael's creations。 That painter of heaven has

ever put a tranquil joy; a loving sweetness; into the lines of his

angelic conceptions; but what soul; unless it contemplated Seraphitus

himself; could have conceived the ineffable emotions imprinted on his

face? Who would have divined; even in the dreams of artists; where all

things become possible; the shadow cast by some mysterious awe upon

that brow; shining with intellect; which seemed to question Heaven and

to pity Earth? The head hovered awhile disdainfully; as some majestic

bird whose cries reverberate on the atmosphere; then bowed itself

resignedly; like the turtledove uttering soft notes of tenderness in

the depths of the silent woods。 His complexion was of marvellous

whiteness; which brought out vividly the coral lips; the brown

eyebrows; and the silken lashes; the only colors that trenched upon

the paleness of that face; whose perfect regularity did not detract

from the grandeur of the sentiments expressed in it; nay; thought and

emotion were reflected there; without hindrance or violence; with the

majestic and natural gravity which we delight in attributing to

superior beings。 That face of purest marble expressed in all things

strength and peace。



Minna rose to take the hand of Seraphitus; hoping thus to draw him to

her; and to lay on that seductive brow a kiss given more from

admiration than from love; but a glance at the young man's eyes; which

pierced her as a ray of sunlight penetrates a prism; paralyzed the

young girl。 She felt; but without comprehending; a gulf between them;

then she turned away her head and wept。 Suddenly a strong hand seized

her by the waist; and a soft voice said to her: 〃Come!〃 She obeyed;

resting her head; suddenly revived; upon the heart of her companion;

who; regulating his step to hers with gentle and attentive conformity;

led her to a spot whence they could see the radiant glories of the

polar Nature。



〃Before I look; before I listen to you; tell me; Seraphitus; why you

repulse me。 Have I displeased you? and how? tell me! I want nothing

for myself; I would that all my earthly goods were yours; for the

riches of my heart are yours already。 I would that light came to my

eyes only though your eyes just as my thought is born of your thought。

I should not then fear to offend you; for I should give you back the

echoes of your soul; the words of your heart; day by day;as we

render to God the meditations with which his spirit nourishes our

minds。 I would be thine alone。〃



〃Minna; a constant desire is that which shapes our future。 Hope on!

But if you would be pure in heart mingle the idea of the All…Powerful

with your affections here below; then you will love all creatures; and

your heart will rise to heights indeed。〃



〃I will do all you tell me;〃 she answered; lifting her eyes to his

with a timid movement。



〃I cannot be your companion;〃 said Seraphitus sadly。



He seemed to repress some thoughts; then stretched his arms towards

Christiana; just visible like a speck on the horizon and said:



〃Look!〃



〃We are very small;〃 she said。



〃Yes; but we become great through feeling and through intellect;〃

answered Seraphitus。 〃With us; and us alone; Minna; begins the

knowledge of things; the little that we learn of the laws of the

visible world enables us to apprehend the immensity of the worlds

invisible。 I know not if the time has come to speak thus to you; but I

would; ah; I would communicate to you the flame of my hopes! Perhaps

we may one day be together in the world where Love never dies。〃



〃Why not here and now?〃 she said; murmuring。



〃Nothing is stable here;〃 he said; disdainfully。 〃The passing joys of

earthly love are gleams which reveal to certain souls the coming of

joys more durable; just as the discovery of a single law of nature

leads certain privileged beings to a conception of the system of the

universe。 Our fleeting happiness here below is the forerunning proof

of another and a perfect happiness; just as the earth; a fragment of

the world; attests the universe。 We cannot measure the vast orbit of

the Divine thought of which we are but an atom as small as God is

great; but we can feel its vastness; we can kneel; adore; and wait。

Men ever mislead themselves in science by not perceiving that all

things on their globe are related and co…ordinated to the general

evolution; to a constant movement and production which bring with

them; necessarily; both advancement and an End。 Man himself is not a

finished creation; if he were; God would not Be。〃



〃How is it that in thy short life thou hast found the time to learn so

many things?〃 said the young girl。



〃I remember;〃 he replied。



〃Thou art nobler than all else I see。〃



〃We are the noblest of God's greatest works。 Has He not given us the

faculty of reflecting on Nature; of gathering it within us by thought;

of making it a footstool and stepping…stone from and by which to rise

to Him? We love according to the greater or the lesser portion of

heaven our souls contain。 But do not be unjust; Minna; behold the

magnificence spread before you。 Ocean expands at your feet like a

carpet; the mountains resemble ampitheatres; heaven's ether is above

them like the arching folds of a stage curtain。 Here we may breathe

the thoughts of God; as it were like a perfume。 See! the angry billows

which engulf the ships laden with men seem to us; where we are; mere

bubbles; and if we raise our eyes and look above; all there is blue。

Behold that diadem of stars! Here the tints of earthly impressions

disappear; standing on this nature rarefied by space do you not feel

within you something deeper far than mind; grander than enthusiasm; of

greater energy than will? Are you not conscious of emotions whose

interpretation is no longer in us? Do you not feel your pinions? Let

us pray。〃



Seraphitus knelt down and crossed his hands upon his breast; while

Minna fell; weeping; on her knees。 Thus they remained for a time;

while the azure dome above their heads grew larger and strong rays of

light enveloped them without their knowledge。



〃Why dost thou not weep when I weep?〃 said Minna; in a broken voice。



〃They who are all spirit do not weep;〃 replied Seraphitus rising; 〃Why

should I weep? I see no longer human wretchedness。 Here; Good appears

in all its majesty。 There; beneath us; I hear the supplications and

the wailings of that harp of sorrows which vibrates in the hands of

captive souls。 Here; I listen to the choir of harps harmonious。 There;

below; is hope; the glorious inception of faith; but here is faithit

reigns; hope realized!〃



〃You will never love me; I am too imperfect; you disdain me;〃 said the

young girl。



〃Minna; the violet hidden at the feet of the oak whispers to itself:

'The sun does not love me; he comes not。' The sun says: 'If my rays

shine upon her she will perish; poor flower。' Friend of the flower; he

sends his beams through the oak leaves; he veils; he tempers them; and

thus they color the petals of his beloved。 I have not veils enough; I

fear lest you see me too closely; you would tremble if you knew me

better。 Listen: I have no taste for earthly fruits。 Your joys; I know

them all too well; and; like the sated emperors of pagan Rome; I have

reached disgust of all things; I have received the gift of vision。

Leave me! abandon me!〃 he murmured; sorrowfully。



Seraphitus turned and seated himself on a projecting rock; dropping

his head upon his breast。



〃Why do you drive me to despair?〃 said Minna。



〃Go; go!〃 cried Seraphitus; 〃I have nothing that you want of me。 Your

love is too earthly for my love。 Why do you not love Wilfrid? Wilfrid

is a man; tested by passions; he would clasp you in his vigorous arms

and make you feel a hand both broad and strong。 His hair is black; his

eyes are full of human thoughts; his heart pours lava in every word he

utters; he could kill you with caresses。 Let him be your beloved; your

husband! Yes; thine be Wilfrid!〃



Minna wept aloud。



〃Dare you say that you do not love him?〃 he went on; in a voice which

pierced her like a dagg
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