《fabre, poet of science》

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what privations!Blanchard's 〃Natural History of the Articulata;〃 then a

classic work; which he was to re…read a hundred times; and which he still

retains; giving it the first place in his modest library; in memory of his

early joys and emotions。



The rocks also arrested and captivated his attention: and already the first

volumes were corpulent of what was eventually to become his gigantic

herbiary。 His brother; about to leave for Vezins on vacation; was told of

the specimens which he wanted to complete his collection; for although he

had never set foot there since his first departure; he recalled; with

remarkable precision; all the plants that grew in his native countryside;

their haunts; their singularities; and the characteristics by which one

could not fail to recognize them: as well as all the places which they

chose by preference; where he used to wander as an urchin; the Parnassia

palustris; 〃which springs up in the damp meadows; below the beech…wood to

the west of the village; which bears a superb white flower at the top of a

slightly twisted stem; having an oval leaf about its middle〃; the purple

digitalis; 〃whose long spindles of great red flowers; speckled with white

inside; and shaped like the fingers of a glove;〃 border a certain road; all

the ferns that grow on the wastes; 〃amid which it is often no easy task to

recollect one's whereabouts;〃 and on the arid hills all the heathers; pink;

white; and bluish; with different foliage; 〃of which the innumerable

species do not; however; very greatly differ。〃 Nothing is to be neglected;

〃every plant; whatever it may be; great or little; rare or common; were it

only a frond of moss; may have its interest。〃 (2/5。)



Never weary of work; he accumulated all these treasures in his little

museum; in order to study them the better; he collected all the coins

exhumed from this ancient soil; formerly Roman; 〃records of humanity more

eloquent than books;〃 and which revealed to him the only method of learning

and actually re…living history: for he saw in knowledge not merely a means

of gaining his bread; but 〃something nobler; the means of raising the

spirit in the contemplation of the truth; of isolating it at will from the

miseries of reality; so to find; in these intellectual regions; the only

hours of happiness that we may be permitted to taste。〃 (2/6。)



Fabre was so steeped in this passion for knowledge that he wished to evoke

it in his brother; now teacher at Lapalud; on the Rh?ne; not far from

Orange。 It seemed to him that he would delight in his wealth still better

could he share it with another。 (2/7。) He stimulated him; pricked him on;

and sought to encourage the remarkable aptitude for mathematics with which

he believed him endowed。 He employed his whole strength in breathing into

the other's mind 〃that taste for the true and the beautiful〃 which

possessed his own nature; he wished to share with him those stores of

learning 〃which he had for some years so painfully amassed〃; he would

profit by the vacation to place them at his disposal; they would work

together 〃and the light would come。〃 Above all his brother must not allow

his intelligence to slumber; must beware of 〃extinguishing that divine

light without which one can; it is true; attend to one's business; but

which alone can make a man honourable and respected。〃




Let him; on the contrary; cultivate his mind incessantly; 〃the only

patrimony on which either of us can count〃; the reward would be his moral

well…being; and; he hoped; his physical welfare also。



Once more he reinforced his advice by that excellent counsel which was

always his own lodestar: 



〃Science; Frédéric; knowledge is everything。。。You are too good a thinker

not to say with me that no one can better employ his time than by acquiring

fresh knowledge。。。Work; then; when you have the opportunity。。。an

opportunity that very few may possess; and for which you ought to be only

too thankful。 But I will stop; for I feel my enthusiasm is going to my

head; and my reasons are so good already that I have no need of still more

triumphant reasons to convince you。〃 (2/8。)



He had only one passion: shooting; more especially the shooting of larks。

This sport delighted him; 〃with the mirror darting its intermittent beams

under the rays of the morning sun amid the general scintillation of the

dewdrops and crystals of hoarfrost hanging on every blade of grass。〃 (2/9。)



His sight was admirably sure; and he rarely missed his aim。 His passion for

shooting was always sustained by the same motive: the desire to acquire

fresh knowledge; to examine unknown creatures close at hand; to discover

what they ate and how they lived。



Later; when he again took up his gun; it was still because of his love of

life: it was to enable him to enumerate; inventory; and interrogate his new

compatriots; his feathered fellow…citizens of Sérignan; to inform himself

of their diet; to reveal the contents of their crops and gizzards。



At one time he suddenly ceased to employ this distraction; he seems to have

sacrificed it easily; under the stress of present necessities and cruel

anxieties as to his uncertain future。 〃When we do not know where we shall

be tomorrow nothing can distract us。〃 (2/10。)



His responsibilities were increasing。 He had lately married。 On the 30th

October; 1844; he was wedded to a young girl of Carpentras; Marie Villard;

and already a child was born。 His parents; always unlucky; met nowhere with

any success。 By dint of many wanderings they had finally become stranded at

Pierrelatte; the chief town of the canton of La Dr?me; sheltered by the

great rock which has given the place its name; and there again; of course;

they kept a café; situated on the Place d'Armes。



The whole family was now assembled in the same district; a few miles only

one from another: but Henri was really its head。 Having heard that a

quarrel had arisen between his brother and his mother; he wrote to Frédéric

in reprimand; gently scolding him and begging him to set matters right;

〃even if all the wrongs were not on his side。〃



〃My father; in one of his letters; complains that in spite of your nearness

you have not yet been to see them。 I know very well there is some reason

for sulking; but what matter? Give it up: forget everything; do your best

to put an end to all these petty and ugly estrangements。 You will do so;

won't you? I count on it; for the happiness of all。〃 (2/11。)



He was their arbitrator; their adviser; their oracle; their bond of union。



With all this; he was ready to attempt the two examinations which were to

decide his future。 Very shortly; at Montpellier; he passed almost

successively; at an interval of only a few months the examinations for both

his baccalauréats; and then the two licentiate examinations in mathematics

and physical science。



While he was ardently studying for these examinations; sorrow for the first

time knocked at his door。 His first…born fell suddenly ill; and in a few

days died。 On this occasion all his ardent spirituality asserted itself;

though in stricken accents; in the letter which he wrote to his brother to

announce his loss: 



〃After a few days of a marked improvement; which made me think he was

saved; two large teeth were cut。。。and in three days a dreadful fever took

him; not from us; who will follow him; but from this miserable world。 Ah;

poor child; I shall always see you as you were during those last moments;

turning those wide; wandering eyes toward heaven; seeking the way to your

new country。 With a heart full of tears; I shall often let my thoughts go

straying after you; but alas! with the eyes of the body I shall never see

you again。 I shall see you no more: yet only a few days ago I was making

the finest plans for you。 I used to work for you only; in my studies I

thought only of you。 Grow up; I used to say; and I will pour into your mind

all the knowledge which has cost me so dear; which I am hoarding little by

little。。。But reflection leads me to higher thoughts。 I choke back the tears

in my heart; and I congratulate him that Heaven has mercifully spared him

this life of trials。。。My poor child。。。you will never; like your father;

have to struggle against poverty and misfortune; you will never know the

bitterness of life; and the difficulties of creating a position at a time

when there are so many paths that lead to failure。。。I weep for you because

we have lost you; but I rejoice because you are happy。。。You are happy; and

this is not the mad hope of a father broken by sorrow; no; your last glance

told me so; too eloquently for me to doubt it。 Oh; how beautiful you were

in your mortal pallor; the last sigh on your lips; your gaze upon heaven;

and your soul ready to fly into the bosom of God! Your last day was the

most beautiful!〃 (2/12。)



Although study was his refuge; although he was thereby able to live through

these evil days without too greatly feeling their weight; his position was

hateful; and he lived a wretched life 〃from one day to another; like a

beggar。〃



In those troublous times; when education was of no account; it often

happened that his teacher's salary was several months in arrears; and the

city of Carpentras; 〃not being in funds;〃 paid it only by instalments; and

even so kept him a long time waiting。 〃One has to besiege the paymaster's

door merely to obtain a trifle on account。 I am ashamed of the whole

business; and I would gladly abandon my claim if I knew where to raise any

money。〃 (2/13。)



The genius of Balzac has recorded some unforgettable types of those poor

and notable lives; at once so humble and so lofty。 He has described the

village curé and the country doctor。 But how we should have loved to

encounter in his gallery; among so many living portraits; a picture of the

university life of fifty years ago; and above all a picture of the small

schoolmaster of other d
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