“No；” he murmured。
I nodded slowly。 “You’re right。 Keep on being too understanding。 That’s probably worse。”
He was silent for a moment； and I sensed a charge in the atmosphere； a new urgency。
“It’s getting close；” I stated。
“Yes； a few more minutes now。 Just enough time to say one more thing。 。 。 。”
I waited。 When he finally spoke again； he was whispering。 “I can be noble； Bella。 I’m not going to make
you choose between us。 Just be happy； and you can have whatever part of me you want； or none at all； if
that’s better。 Don’t let any debt you feel you owe me influence your decision。”
I pushed off the floor； shoving myself up onto my knees。
“Dammit； stop that！” I shouted at him。
His eyes widened in surprise。 “No — you don’t understand。 I’m not just trying to make you feel better；
Bella； I really mean it。”
“I know you do；” I groaned。 “What happened to fighting back？ Don’t start with the noble self…sacrifice
now！ Fight！”
“How？” he asked； and his eyes were ancient with their sadness。
I scrambled into his lap； throwing my arms around him。
“I don’t care that it’s cold here。 I don’t care that I stink like a dog right now。 Make me forget how awful I
am。 Make me forget him。 Make me forget my own name。 Fight back！”
I didn’t wait for him to decide — or to have the chance to tell me he wasn’t interested in a cruel； faithless
monster like me。 I pulled myself against him and crushed my mouth to his snow…cold lips。
“Careful； love；” he murmured under my urgent kiss。
“No；” I growled。
He gently pushed my face a few inches back。 “You don’t have to prove anything to me。”
“I’m not trying to prove something。 You said I could have any part of you I wanted。 I want this part。 I
want every part。” I wrapped my arms around his neck and strained to reach his lips。 He bent his head to kiss
me back； but his cool mouth was hesitant as my impatience grew more pronounced。 My body was making my
intentions clear； giving me away。 Inevitably； his hands moved to restrain me。
“Perhaps this isn’t the best moment for that；” he suggested； too calm for my liking。
“Why not？” I grumbled。 There was no point in fighting if he was going to be rational； I dropped my arms。
“Firstly； because it is cold。” He reached out to pull the sleeping bag off the floor； he wrapped it around me
like a blanket。
“Wrong；” I said。 “First； because you are bizarrely moral for a vampire。”
He chuckled。 “All right； I’ll give you that。 The cold is second。 And thirdly 。 。 。 well； you do actually stink；
love。”
He wrinkled his nose。
I sighed。
“Fourthly；” he murmured； dropping his face so that he was whispering in my ear。 “We will try； Bella。 I’ll
make good on my promise。 But I’d much rather it wasn’t in reaction to Jacob Black。”
I cringed； and buried my face against his shoulder。
“And fifthly 。 。 。”
“This is a very long list；” I muttered。
He laughed。 “Yes； but did you want to listen to the fight or not？”
As he spoke； Seth howled stridently outside the tent。
My body stiffened to the sound。 I didn’t realize my left hand was clenched into a fist； nails biting into my
bandaged palm； until Edward took it and gently smoothed my fingers out。
“It’s going to be fine； Bella；” he promised。 “We’ve got skill； training； and surprise on our side。 It will be
over very soon。 If I didn’t truly believe that； I would be down there now — and you’d be here； chained to a
tree or something along those lines。”
“Alice is so small；” I moaned。
He chuckled。 “That might be a problem 。 。 。 if it were possible for someone to catch her。”
Seth started to whimper。
“What’s wrong？” I demanded。
“He’s just angry that he’s stuck here with us。 He knows the pack kept him out of the action to protect
him。 He’s salivating to join them。”
I scowled in Seth’s general direction。
“The newborns have reached the end of the trail — it worked like a charm； Jasper’s a genius — and
they’ve caught the scent of the ones in the meadow； so they’re splitting into two groups now； as Alice said；”
Edward murmured； his eyes focused on something far away。 “Sam’s taking us around to head off the ambush
party。” He was so intent on what he was hearing that he used the pack plural。
Suddenly he looked down at me。 “Breathe； Bella。”
I struggled to do what he asked。 I could hear Seth’s heavy panting just outside the tent wall； and I tried to
keep my lungs on the same even pace； so that I wouldn’t hyperventilate。
“The first group is in the clearing。 We can hear the fighting。”
My teeth locked together。
He laughed once。 “We can hear Emmett — he’s enjoying himself。”
I made myself take another breath with Seth。
“The second group is getting ready — they aren’t paying attention； they haven’t heard us yet。”
Edward growled。
“What？” I gasped。
“They’re talking about you。” His teeth clenched together。 “They’re supposed to make sure you don’t
escape。 。 。 。 Nice move； Leah！ Mmm； she’s quite fast；” he murmured in approval。 “One of the newborns
caught our scent； and Leah took him down before he could even turn。 Sam’s helping her finish him off。 Paul
and Jacob got another one； but the others are on the defensive now。 They have no idea what to make of us。
Both sides are feinting。 。 。 。 No； let Sam lead。 Stay out of the way；” he muttered。 “Separate them — don’t let
them protect each other’s backs。”
Seth whined。
“That’s better； drive them toward the clearing；” Edward approved。 His body was shifting unconsciously as
he watched； tensing for moves he would have made。 His hands still held mine； I twisted my fingers through his。
At least he wasn’t down there。
The sudden absence of sound was the only warning。
The deep rush of Seth’s breathing cut off； and — as I’d paced my breaths with his — I noticed。
I stopped breathing； too — too frightened to even make mylungs work as I realized that Edward had
frozen into a block of ice beside me。
Oh； no。 No。 No。
Who had been lost？ Theirs or ours？ Mine； all mine。 What was my loss？
So quickly that I wasn’t exactly sure how it happened； I was on my feet and the tent was collapsing in
ragged shreds around me。 Had Edward ripped our way out？ Why？
I blinked； shocked； into the brilliant light。 Seth was all I could see； right beside us； his face only six inches
from Edward’s。 They stared at each other with absolute concentration for one infinite second。 The sun
shattered off Edward’s skin and sent sparkles dancing across Seth’s fur。
And then Edward whispered urgently； “Go； Seth！”
The huge wolf wheeled and disappeared into the forest shadows。
Had two entire seconds passed？ It felt like hours。 I was terrified to the point of nausea by the knowledge
that something horrible had gone awry in the clearing。 I opened my mouth to demand that Edward take me
there； and do it now。 They needed him； and they needed me。 If I had to bleed to save them； I would do it。 I
would die to do it； like the third wife。 I had no silver dagger in my hand； but I would find a way —
Before I could get the first syllable out； I felt as if I was being flung through the air。 But Edward’s hands
never let go of me — I was only being moved； so quickly that the sensation was like falling sideways。
I found myself with my back pressed against the sheer cliff face。 Edward stood in front of me； holding a
posture that I knew at once。
Relief washed through my mind at the same time that my stomach dropped through the soles of my feet。
I’d misunderstood。
Relief — nothing had gone wrong in the clearing。
Horror — the crisis was here。
Edward held a defensive position — half…crouched； his arms extended slightly — that I recognized with
sickening certainty。 The rock at my back could have been the ancient brick walls of the Italian alley where he
had stood between me and the black…cloaked Volturi warriors。
Something was coming for us。
“Who？” I whispered。
The words came through his teeth in a snarl that was louder than I expected。 Too loud。 It meant that it was
far too late to hide。 We were trapped； and it didn’t matter who heard his answer。
“Victoria；” he said； spitting the word； making it a curse。 “She’s not alone。 She crossed my scent； following
the newborns in to watch — she never meant to fight with them。 She made a spur…of…the…moment decision to
find me； guessing that you would be wherever I was。 She was right。 You were right。 It was always Victoria。”
She was close enough that he could hear her thoughts。
Relief again。 If it had been the Volturi； we were both dead。 But with Victoria； it didn’t have to be both。
Edward could survive this。 He was a good fighter； as good as Jasper。 If she didn’t bring too many others； he
could fight his way out； back to his family。 Edward was faster than anyone。 He could make it。
I was so glad he’d sent Seth away。 Of course； there was no one Seth could run to for help。 Victoria had
timed her decision perfectly。 But at least Seth was safe； I couldn’t see the huge sandy wolf in my head when I
thought his name — just the gangly fifteen…year…old boy。
Edward’s body shifted — only infinitesimally； but it told me where to look。 I stared at the black shadows
of the forest。
It was like having my nightmares walk forward to greet me。
Two vampires edged slowly into the small opening of our camp； eyes intent； missing nothing。 They
glistened like diamonds in the sun。
I could barely look at the blond boy — yes； he was just a boy； though he was muscular and tall； maybe
my age when he was changed。 His eyes — a more vivid red than I had ever seen before — could not hold
mine。 Though he was closest to Edward； the nearest danger； I could not watch him。
Because； a few feet to the side and a few feet back； Victoria was staring at me。
Her orange