《a face illumined》

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better。  I'm so out of patience with her folly that I can't trust

myself to speak of her。〃



〃Stanton;〃 said Van Berg; gloomily; 〃you have no idea of the regret

and disquiet which that girl has caused me as an artist。  I have

seen her features now for weeks; and I cannot help looking at them;

for they almost realize my idea of perfection。  But the associations

of this beauty are beginning to irritate me beyond endurance。〃



〃It was a motley crowd that I was the means of bringing to your

table;〃 said Stanton; with an oath; 〃and I've no doubt you have

wished us all away many times。〃



Van Berg laid his hand on his friend's arm; and looked into his

eyes。



〃Ik;〃 he said slowly; 〃I was your friend when I came hereI am

your friend still。  If I cannot love you better than I do myself;

you must forgive me。  But I shall never take one unfair advantage

of you; and I recognize the fact that you have equal rights with

myself。  Ik; let us be frank with each other this once more; and

then the future must settle all questions。  The woman we both love

is too pure and good for either of us to do a mean thing to win her。

Do your best; old fellow。  If you succeed; I will congratulate you

with an honest heart even thought it be a heavy one。  I shall not

detract from you in the slightest degree; or cease to show for you

the thorough liking and respect that I feel。  It shall simply be

a maiden's choice between us two; and you know it is said that the

heart makes this choice for reasons inexplicable even to itself。〃



〃Van; you are a noble; generous fellow;〃 said the impulsive Stanton;

grasping his friend's hand。  〃I must admit that you have been a

fair and considerate rival。  Even my jealousy could find no fault。〃

Then he added; in deep despondency:  〃But it is of no use。  You

have virtually won her already。〃



〃No;〃 said Van Berg; thoughtfully; 〃I wish you were not mistaken;

but you are。  There is something in her manner towards me at times

which I cannot understand; but I have a conviction that I have not

touched her heart。〃



〃She does not avoid you as she does me;〃 said Stanton; moodily。



〃No; she accepts my society much too frankly and composedly;〃 answered

Van Berg with a shrug。  〃I fear that I can join her anywhere and

at any time without quickening her pulse or deepening the color

in her cheeks。  Now; Ik; we understand each other。  Happy the man

who wins; and if you are the fortunate one; I'll dance at your

wedding; and no one shall see that I carry a thousand pounds weight;

more or less; in my heart。〃



〃I can't promise to do as much for you; Van;〃 said Stanton; trying

to smile。  〃I could not come to your wedding。  In fact; Van; II

hardly know what I would dowhat I will do。  A few weeks since

and the world was abundantly satisfactory。  Now it is becoming a

vacuum。  I fear I haven't a ghost of a chance; and IIdon't like

to think of the future。  Ye gods!  What a change one little woman

can make in a man's life!  I used to laugh at these things; and

for the past few years thought myself invulnerable。  And yet; Van;〃

he added with sudden energy; 〃I think the better of myself that I

can love and honor that woman。  Did I regard her now as I supposed

I would when you first uttered your half…jesting prophecy; what a

base; soulless anatomy I would be…〃



〃SACRE! here comes Sibley and others of the same ilk; gabbling like

the unmitigated fools that they are。〃



Van Berg turned his back upon the advancing party in an unmistakable

manner; and Stanton smoked with a stolid; impassive face that had

anything but welcome in it。  Sibley was just sufficiently excited

by wine to act out recklessly his evil self。



〃What's the matter; Stanton?〃 he exclaimed。  〃Your phiz is as long

as if the world looked black and blue as a prize…fighter's eye。  Is

Sunday an off day in your flirtation?  Does the little school…ma'am

take after her Puritan daddies; and say 'Hold thy hand till Monday?'

Get her out of the crowd; and you'll find it all a pretence。〃



Stanton rose to his feet; but was so quiet that Sibley did not

realize the storm he was raising。  Van Berg remained on the ground

with his back to the party; but was smoking furiously。



By an effort at self…control that made his voice harsh and constrained;

Stanton said; briefly:



〃Mr。 Sibley; I request that you never mention that lady's name to

me again in any circumstances。  I request that you never mention

her name to any one else except in tones and words of the utmost

respect。  I make these requests politely; as is befitting the day

and my own self…respect; but if you disregard them the consequences

to you will be very serious。〃



〃Good Lord; Stanton! has she treated you so badly!  But don't take

it to heart。  It's all Yankee thrift; designed to enhance her value。

We are all men of the world here; and know what women are。  If it

is true every man has his price; every woman has a smaller…〃



Before he could utter another word a blow in his face from Stanton

sent him sprawling to the earth。  He sprang up and was about to

draw a concealed weapon; when his companions interfered and held

him。



〃I shall settle with you for this;〃 he half shouted; grinding his

teeth。



〃You shall indeed; sir;〃 said Stanton; 〃and as early; too; as the

light will permit to…morrow。  Here is my friend Mr。 Van Berg;〃

pointing to the artist who stood beside him; 〃and you have your

friends with you。  You must either apologize; or meet me as soon

as Sunday is past。〃



〃I'll meet you now;〃 cried Sibley; with a volley of oaths。  〃I want

no cowardly subterfuge of Sunday。〃



Stanton hesitated a moment; and then said decidedly:



〃No; I'm not a blackguard like yourself; and out of respect for the

Sabbath and others I will have nothing more to do with you to…day;

but I will meet you tomorrow as soon as it is light;〃 and Stanton

turned away to avoid further provocation。



Van Berg thus far had stood quietly to one side; but his face had

that white; rigid aspect which indicates the rare but dangerous

anger of men usually quiet and undemonstrative in their natures。



〃Now that you are through; Stanton; I have something to say concerning

this affair;〃 he began; in words that were as clean…cut and hard

as steel。  〃If you propose to give this fellow a dog's whipping

to…morrow; I will go with you and witness the well…deserved

chastisement。  But if you are intending a conventional duel; I'll

have nothing to do with it; for two reasons。  The first reason this

fellow will not understand。  Dueling is against my principles; and

he knows nothing of principle。  But even if I accepted the old and

barbarous code; I should insist that a friend of mine should fight

with a gentleman; and not a low blackguard。〃



〃You use that epithet again at your peril;〃 hissed Sibley; advancing

a step towards him。



Van Berg made a gesture of contempt toward the speaker as he turned

and said:



〃You understand me; Stanton; it is not from any lack of loyalty

toward you as my friend; but I would not be worthy of your friendship

were I false to my sense of duty and honor。〃



〃You are both white…livered cowards;〃 roared Sibley。  〃One sneaks

off under cover of the dayI never saw a fellow taken with a

pious fit so suddenly before。  The other; in order to keep his skin

whole; prates of his dread lest his principles be punctured。  the

devil take you both for a brace of champion sneaks;〃 and he

turned on his heel and was about to stalk away with a grand air of

superiority; when Van Berg said; emphatically:



〃Wait a moment; I'm not through with you yet。  I give you but a brief

half…hour to complete your arrangements for leaving the hotel。〃



〃What do you mean?〃 said Sibley; turning fiercely upon him。



〃I mean; sir; that your presence in that house is an insult to

every lady in it; which I; as a gentleman; shall no longer permit。

Curse you; had you no mother that you could thus insult all good

women by the remark you made a few moments since?〃



Half beside himself with rage; Sibley drew a pistol; but before he

could aim correctly one of his companions struck up his hand and

the bullet whizzed harmlessly over Van Berg's head。



There was a faint scream from the house; which indicated that the

scene had been witnessed by some lady there。



The intense passion of the artist; which manifested itself

characteristically; held him unflinching to his purpose。



〃So you can be a murderer also?〃 he said; scornfully。  〃It would

almost compensate a man for being SHOT; if; as a result; you could

be HUNG。〃



Sibley's companions speedily disarmed him; strongly remonstrating

in the meantime。  He; in sudden revulsion; began to realize what

he had attempted; and his flushed face became very pale。



〃Let them leave me alone;〃 he growled sullenly; 〃and I'll leave

them alone。〃



〃For Heaven's sake; Mr。 Van Berg;〃 cried Sibley's companions; 〃let

the matter end here; lest worse come of it。〃



In the same steely; relentless tones; which made very word seem

like a bullet; Van Berg took out his watch; and said:



〃It is now four o'clock; sir。  After half…past four; you must not

show your libertine's face in that house again; while there's a

lady in it that I respect。〃



〃Burleigh is proprietor of that house;〃 replied Sibley; doggedly;

〃and I'll stay up the entire week; just to spite you。〃



〃Let us go to Burleigh; then;〃 said the artist; promptly。  〃We will

settle this question at once。〃



Sibley readily agreed to this appeal to his host; fully believing

that he would try to smooth over matters and assure Van Berg that

he could not turn away a wealthy and profitable guest; and so;

without further parley; they all repaired to Mr。 Burleigh's private

office; arousing that gentleman from an afternoon nap to a state

of mind that effectually banished drowsiness for the 
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