emed that even they had a sort of consciencewere up in arms against it。 Too much kindness even they themselves perceived was bad for them。 They were holding a meeting that night to explain how contented they were。 Six peeresses had consented to attend； and speak for them。
Likely enough that there were good…for…nothing； cockered menials imposing upon incompetent mistresses。 There were pampered slaves in Rome。 But these others。 These poor little helpless sluts。 There were thousands such in every city； over…worked and under…fed； living lonely； pleasureless lives。 They must be taught to speak in other voices than the dulcet tones of peeresses。 By the light of the guttering candles； from their chill attics； they should write to her their ill…spelt visions。
She had reached a quiet； tree…bordered road； surrounding a great park。 Lovers； furtively holding hands； passed her by； whispering。
She would write books。 She would choose for her heroine a woman of the people。 How full of drama； of tragedy must be their stories： their problems the grim realities of life； not only its mere sentimental embroideries。 The daily struggle for bare existence； the ever…shadowing menace of unemployment； of illness； leaving them helpless amid the grinding forces crushing them down on every side。 The ceaseless need for courage； for cunning。 For in the kingdom of the poor the tyrant and the oppressor still sit in the high places； the robber still rides fearless。
In a noisy； flaring street； a thin…clad woman passed her； carrying a netted bag showing two loaves。 In a flash； it came to her what it must mean to the poor； this daily bread that in comfortable homes had come to be regarded as a thing like water； not to be considered； to be used without stint； wasted； thrown about。 Borne by those feeble； knotted hands； Joan saw it revealed as something holy： hallowed by labour； sanctified by suffering； by sacrifice； worshipped with fear and prayer。
In quiet streets of stately houses； she caught glimpses through uncurtained windows of richly…laid dinner…tables about which servants moved noiselessly； arranging flowers and silver。 She wondered idly if she would every marry。 A gracious hostess； gathering around her brilliant men and women； statesmen； writers； artists； captains of industry： counselling them； even learning from them： encouraging shy genius。 Perhaps； in a perfectly harmless way； allowing it the inspiration derivable from a well… regulated devotion to herself。 A salon that should be the nucleus of all those forces that influence influences； over which she would rule with sweet and wise authority。 The idea appealed to her。
Into the picture； slightly to the background； she unconsciously placed Greyson。 His tall； thin figure with its air of distinction seemed to fit in； Greyson would be very restful。 She could see his handsome； ascetic face flush with pleasure as； after the guests were gone； she would lean over the back of his chair and caress for a moment his dark； soft hair tinged here and there with grey。 He would always adore her； in that distant； undemonstrative way of his that would never be tiresome or exacting。 They would have children。 But not too many。 That would make the house noisy and distract her from her work。 They would be beautiful and clever； unless all the laws of heredity were to be set aside for her especial injury。 She would train them； shape them to be the heirs of her labour； bearing her message to the generations that should follow。
At a corner where the trams and buses stopped she lingered for a while； watching the fierce struggle； the weak and aged being pushed back time after time； hardly seeming to even resent it； regarding it as in the natural order of things。 It was so absurd； apart from the injustice； the brutality of it！ The poor； fighting among themselves！ She felt as once when watching a crowd of birds to whom she had thrown a handful of crumbs in winter time。 As if they had not enemies enough： cats； weasels； rats； hawks； owls； the hunger and the cold。 And added to all； they must needs make the struggle yet harder for one another： pecking at each other's eyes； joining with one another to attack the fallen。 These tired men； these weary women； pale…faced lads and girls； why did they not organize among themselves some system that would do away with this daily warfare of each against all。 If only they could be got to grasp the fact that they were one family； bound together by suffering。 Then； and not till then； would they be able to make their power felt？ That would have to come first： the Esprit de Corps of the Poor。
In the end she would go into Parliament。 It would be bound to come soon； the woman's vote。 And after that the opening of all doors would follow。 She would wear her college robes。 It would be far more fitting than a succession of flimsy frocks that would have no meaning in them。 What pity it was that the art of dressingits relation to lifewas not better understood。 What beauty…hating devil had prompted the workers to discard their characteristic costumes that had been both beautiful and serviceable for these hateful slop…shop clothes that made them look like walking scarecrows。 Why had the coming of Democracy coincided seemingly with the spread of ugliness： dull towns； mean streets； paper… strewn parks； corrugated iron roofs； Christian chapels that would be an insult to a heathen idol； hideous factories （Why need they be hideous！）； chimney…pot hats； baggy trousers； vulgar advertisements； stupid fashions for women that spoilt every line of their figure： dinginess； drabness； monotony everywhere。 It was ugliness that was strangling the soul of the people； stealing from them all dignity； all self…respect； all honour for one another； robbing them of hope； of reverence； of joy in life。
Beauty。 That was the key to the riddle。 All Nature： its golden sunsets and its silvery dawns； the glory of piled…up clouds； the mystery of moon…lit glades； its rivers winding through the meadows； the calling of its restless seas； the tender witchery of Spring； the blazonry of autumn woods； its purple moors and the wonder of its silent mountains； its cobwebs glittering with a thousand jewels； the pageantry of starry nights。 Form； colour； music！ The feathered choristers of bush and brake raising their matin and their evensong； the whispering of the leaves； the singing of the waters； the voices of the winds。 Beauty and grace in every living thing； but man。 The leaping of the hares； the grouping of cattle； the flight of swallows； the dainty loveliness of insects' wings； the glossy skin of horses rising and falling to the play of mighty muscles。 Was it not seeking to make plain to us that God's language was beauty。 Man must learn beauty that he may understand God。
She saw the London of the future。 Not the vision popular just then： a soaring whirl of machinery in motion； of moving pavements and flying omnibuses； of screaming gramophones and standardized 〃homes〃： a city where Electricity was King and man its soulless slave。 But a city of peace； of restful spaces； of leisured men and women； a city of fine streets and pleasant houses； where each could live his own life； learning freedom； individuality； a city of noble schools； of workshops that should be worthy of labour； filled with light and air； smoke and filth driven from the land： science； no longer bound to commercialism； having discovered cleaner forces； a city of gay playgrounds where children should learn laughter； of leafy walks where the creatures of the wood and field should be as welcome guests helping to teach sympathy and kindliness： a city of music； of colour； of gladness。 Beauty worshipped as religion； ugliness banished as a sin： no ugly slums； no ugly cruelty； no slatternly women and brutalized men； no ugly； sobbing children； no ugly vice flaunting in every highway its insult to humanity： a city clad in beauty as with a living garment where God should walk with man。
She had reached a neighbourhood of narrow； crowded streets。 The women were mostly without hats； and swarthy men； rolling cigarettes； lounged against doorways。 The place had a quaint foreign flavour。 Tiny cafes； filled with smoke and noise； and clean； inviting restaurants abounded。 She was feeling hungry； and； choosing one the door of which stood open； revealing white tablecloths and a pleasant air of cheerfulness； she entered。 It was late and the tables were crowded。 Only at one； in a far corner； could she detect a vacant place； opposite to a slight； pretty…looking girl very quietly dressed。 She made her way across and the girl； anticipating her request； welcomed her with a smile。 They ate for a while in silence； divided only by the narrow table； their heads； when they leant forward； almost touching。 Joan noticed the short； white hands； the fragrance of some delicate scent。 There was something odd about her。 She seemed to be unnecessarily conscious of being alone。 Suddenly she spoke。
〃Nice little restaurant； this；〃 she said。 〃One of the few places where you can depend upon not being annoyed。〃
Joan did not understand。 〃In what way？〃 she asked。
〃Oh； you know； men；〃 answered the girl。 〃They come and sit down opposite to you； and won't leave you alone。 At most of the places； you've got to put up with it or go outside。 Here； old Gustav never permits it。〃
Joan was troubled。 She was rather looking forward to occasional restaurant dinners； where she would be able to study London's Bohemia。
〃You mean；〃 she asked； 〃that they force themselves upon you； even if you make it plain〃
〃Oh； the plainer you make it that you don't want them； the more sport they think it；〃 interrupted the girl with a laugh。
Joan hoped she was exaggerating。 〃I must try and select a table where there is some good…natured girl to keep me in countenance；〃 she said with a smile。
〃Yes； I was glad to see you；〃 answered the girl。 〃It's hateful； dining by oneself。 Are you living alone？〃
〃Yes；〃 answered Joan。 〃I'm a journalist。〃
〃I thought you were something；〃 answered the girl。 〃I'm an artist。 Or； rather； was；〃 she added after a pause。
〃Why did you give it up？〃 asked Joan。
〃Oh； I haven't given it up； not entirely；〃 the girl