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was her pupil。〃

〃I am not afraid of her in most things;〃 rejoined Julia; 〃but I confess I am
in all that relates to taste; particularly in what relates to extravagance。〃

〃I have greatly misunderstood the character of Mademoiselle Hennequin
if she ventured to interfere with you in either! A governess ought not to
push her control beyond her proper duties。〃

〃Nor has Mademoiselle Hennequin;〃 answered Julia honestly。 〃Still I
cannot but hear the lessons she gives my sisters; andyesto own the
truth; I dread the glance she cannot avoid throwing on my purchase。 It
will say; 'of what use are all my excellent lessons in taste and prudence;
if an elder sister's example is to counteract them?' It is THAT I dread。〃

Mary was silent for fully a minute; then she smiled archly; as girls will
smile when certain thoughts cross their playful imaginations; and
continued the discourse。

〃And Betts Shoreham has nothing to do with all this dread?〃

〃What is Betts Shoreham to me; or what am I to Betts Shoreham? I am
sure the circumstances that we happened to come from Europe in the
same packet; and that he continues to visit us now we are at home; do
not entitle him to have a veto; as they call it; on my wardrobe。〃

〃Not YET; certainly; my dear。 Still they may entitle him to have this
VETO; in petto。〃

{in petto = in private (Italian)}

I thought a shade passed over the features of the pretty Julia Monson as
she answered her friend; with a seriousness to show that she was now
in earnest; and with a propriety that proved she had great good sense at
bottom; as well as strong womanly feeling。

〃If I have learned nothing else by visiting Europe;〃 she said; 〃I have
learned to see how inconsiderate we girls are in America; in talking so
much; openly; of this sort of thing。 A woman's delicacy is like that of a
tender flower; and it must suffer by having her name coupled with that
of any man; except him that she is to marry。〃

〃Julia; dear; I will never speak of Mr。 Shoreham again。 I should not
have done it now had I not thought his attentions were acceptable to
you; as I am sure they are to your parents。 Certainly; they are VERY
markedat least; so others think as well as myself。〃

〃I know it SEEMS so to the WORLD;〃 answered Julia in a subdued;
thoughtful tone; 〃but it scarcely seems so to ME。 Betts Shoreham is
very agreeable; every way a suitable connection for any of us; and that
is the reason people are so ready to fancy him in earnest。〃

〃In earnest! If Mr。 Shoreham pays attentions that are pointed; and is not
in earnest; he is a very different person from what I took him to be。〃

Julia's voice grew still more gentle; and it was easy enough to see that
her feelings were enlisted in the subject。

〃It is no more than justice to Betts Shoreham;〃 she continued; 〃to say
that he has NOT been pointed in his attentions to ME。 We females are
said to be quick in discovering such matters; and I am not more blind
than the rest of our sex。 He is a young man of good family; and has
some fortune; and that makes him welcome in most houses in town;
while he is agreeable; well…looking; and thoroughly amiable。 He met us
abroad; and it is natural for him to keep up an intimacy that recalls
pleasant recollections。 You will remember; Mary; that before he can be
accused of trifling; he must trifle。 I think him far more attentive to my
mother; my fathernay; to my two little sistersthan he is to ME。 Even
Mademoiselle Hennequin is quite as much if not more of a favorite than
I am!〃

As Mary Warren saw that her friend was serious she changed the
subject; soon after; we were set down at Mr。 Monson's door。 Here the
friends parted; Mary Warren preferring to walk home; while Julia and I
entered the house together。

〃Well; mother;〃 cried Julia; as she entered Mrs。 Monson's room; 〃I have
found the most beautiful thing you ever beheld; and have bought it。 Here
it is; what do you think of my choice?〃

Mrs。 Monson was a kind…hearted; easy; indulgent parent; who had
brought her husband a good fortune; and who had married rich in the
bargain。 Accustomed all her life to a free use of money; and of her own
money; too; (for this is a country in which very many persons cast the
substance of OTHERS right and left;) and when her eldest daughter
expressed a wish to possess an elaborate specimen of our race; she had
consented from a pure disinclination to deny her child any gratification
that might be deemed innocent。 Still; she knew that prudence was a
virtue; and that Julia had thrown away money that might have been
much better employed。

〃This is certainly a very beautiful handkerchief;〃 observed the mother;
after examining me carefully; and with somewhat of the manner of a
connoisseur; 〃surprisingly beautiful; and yet I almost wish; my child; you
had not purchased it。 A hundred dollars sounds frightfully en prince for
us poor simple people; who live in nutshells of houses; five and twenty
feet front; and fifty…six deep; to pay for a pocket…handkerchief。 The
jewel…box of a young lady who has such handkerchiefs ought to cost
thousands; to be in keeping。〃

{en prince = princely; nutshells of houses = Cooper was frequently
critical of New York City's cramped townhouses}

〃But; mother; I have only ONE; you will remember; and so my jewels
may be limited to hundreds。〃

〃ONE pocket…handkerchief has a mean; sound; too。 Even one hat is not
very superfluous。〃

〃That is SO like Mary Warren; mother。 If you did not wish me to make
the purchase; you had only to say it; I am sure your wish would have
been my law。〃

〃I know it; love; and I am afraid it is your dutiful behavior that has made
me careless; in this instance。 Your happiness and interests are ever
uppermost in my mind; and sometimes they seem to conflict。 What
young man will dare to choose a wife from among young ladies who
expend so much money on their pocket…handkerchiefs?〃

This was said smilingly; but there was a touch of tenderness and natural
concern in the voice and manner of the speaker that made an
impression on the daughter。

〃I am afraid now; mother; you are thinking of Betts Shoreham;〃 said
Julia; blushing; though she struggled powerfully to appear unconcerned。
〃I do not know WHY it is; but both you and Mary Warren appear to
be always thinking of Mr。 Shoreham。〃

The mother smiled; and she was not quite ingenuous when she said in
answer to the remark;

〃Shoreham was not in my mouth; and you ought not to suppose he was
in my mind。 Nevertheless; I do not believe he would admire you; or any
one else; the more for being the owner of so expensive an article of
dress。 He is wealthy; but very prudent in his opinions and habits。〃

〃Betts Shoreham was born to an estate; and his father before him;〃 said
Julia firmly; 〃and such men know how to distinguish between the cant of
economy; and those elegancies of life that become people of
refinement。〃

〃No one can better understand the difference between cant in economy
as well as cant in some other things; and true taste as well as true
morals; than young Shoreham; but there are indulgences that become
persons in no class。〃

〃After all; mother; we are making a trifle a very serious matter。 It is but
a pocket…handkerchief。〃

〃Very true; my love; and it cost ONLY one hundred dollars; and so
we'll say no more about it; bien entendu; that you are not to purchase
six dozen at the same price。〃

{bien entendu = it being understood}

This terminated the dialogue; Julia retiring to her own room; carrying me
with her。 I was thrown upon the bed; and soon after my mistress
opened a door; and summoned her two younger sisters; who were
studying on the same floor; to join her。 I shall not repeat all the delightful
exclamations; and other signs of approbation; that so naturally escaped
the two pretty little creatures; to whom I may be said to have now been
introduced; when my beauty came under examination。 I do not thus
speak of myself out of any weakness; for pocket…handkerchiefs are
wholly without vanity; but simply because I am impelled to utter nothing
but truth。 Julia had too much consideration to let her young sisters into
the secret of my pricefor this would have been teaching a premature
lesson in extravagance; but; having permitted them to gratify their
curiosity; she exacted of them both promises not to speak of me to their
governess。

〃But why not; Julia?〃 asked the inquisitive little Jane; 〃Mademoiselle
Hennequin is SO good and SO kind; that she would be glad to hear of
your good fortune。〃

Julia had an indistinct view of her own motive; but she could not avow it
to any one; not even to herself。 Jealousy would be too strong; perhaps
too indelicate a word; but she alone had detected Betts Shoreham's
admiration of the governess; and it was painful to her to permit one who
stood in this relation to her own weakness in favor of the young man; to
be a witness of an act of extravagance to which she had only half
consented in committing it; and of which she already more than half
repented。 From the first; therefore; she determined that Mademoiselle
Hennequin should never see me。



CHAPTER XIV。

And now comes an exhibition of my mesmeritic powers; always
〃handkerchiefly speaking;〃 that may surprise those who have not
attended to the modern science of invisible fluids。 It is by this means;
however; that I am enabled to perceive a great deal of that which
passes under the roof where I may happen to be; without absolutely
seeing it。 Much escapes me; of coursefor even a pocket…handkerchief
cannot hear or see every thing; but enough is learned to enable me to
furnish a very clear outline of that which occurs near me; more
especially if it happen to be within walls of brick。 In wooden edifices I
find my powers much diminishedthe fluids; doubtless; escaping
through the pores of the material。

That evening; then; at the usual hour; and while I lay snugly ensconced
in a most fragrant and convenient drawer; among various other beings
of my species; though not of my family; alas! the inmates of the house
assembled in the front drawing…room to take a few cups of tea。 Mr。 and
Mrs。 Monson; with their only son; John Monson; their three daught
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