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saw Euphra and Harry; she would have retired immediately; but
Euphra; annoyed by her entrance; was now quite able to speak。

〃What do you want?〃 she said angrily。

〃This is your letter; Miss Cameron; is it not?〃 said Margaret;
advancing with it in her hand。

Euphra took it; glanced at the direction; pushed Harry away from
her; started up in a passion; and let loose the whole gathered
irritability of contempt; weariness; disappointment; and suffering;
upon Margaret。  Her dark eyes flashed with rage; and her sallow
cheek glowed like a peach。

〃What right have you; pray; to handle my letters?  How did you get
this?  It has never been posted!  And open; too。  I declare!  I
suppose you have read it?〃

Margaret was afraid of exciting more wrath before she had an
opportunity of explaining; but Euphra gave her no time to think of a
reply。

〃You have read it; you shameless woman!  Why don't you lie; like the
rest of your tribe; and keep me from dying with indignation?
Impudent prying!  My maid never posted it; and you have found it
and read it!  Pray; did you hope to find a secret worth a bribe?〃

She advanced on Margaret till within a foot of her。

〃Why don't you answer; you hussy?  I will go this instant to your
mistress。  You or I leave the house。〃

Margaret had stood all this time quietly; waiting for an opportunity
to speak。  Her face was very pale; but perfectly still; and her eyes
did not quail。  She had not in the least lost her self…possession。
She would not say at once that she had read the letter; because
that would instantly rouse the tornado again。

〃You do not know my name; Miss Cameron; of course you could not。〃

〃Your name!  What is that to me?〃

〃That;〃 said Margaret; pointing to the letter; 〃is my father's
name。〃

Euphra looked at her own direction again; and then looked at
Margaret。  She was so bewildered; that if she had any thoughts; she
did not know them。  Margaret went on:

〃My father is dead。  My mother sent the letter to me。〃

〃Then you have had the impertinence to read it!〃

〃It was my duty to read it。〃

〃Duty!  What business had you with it?〃

Euphra felt ashamed of the letter as soon as she found that she had
applied to a man whose daughter was a servant。  Margaret answered:

〃I could at least reply to it so far; that the writer should not
think my father had neglected it。  I did not know who it was from
till I came to the end。〃

Euphra turned her back on her; with the words:

〃You may go。〃

Margaret walked out of the room with an unconscious stately
gentleness。

〃Come back;〃 cried Euphra。

Margaret obeyed。

〃Of course you will tell all your fellow…servants the contents of
this foolish letter。〃

Margaret's face flushed; and her eye flashed; at the first words of
this speech; but the last words made her forget the first; and to
them only she replied。  Clasping。 her hands; she said:

〃Dear Miss Cameron; do not call it foolish。  For God's sake; do not
call it foolish。〃

〃What is it to you?  Do you think I am going to make a confidante of
you?〃

Margaret again left the room。  Notwithstanding that she had made no
answer to her insult; Euphra felt satisfied that her letter was safe
from profanation。

No sooner was Margaret out of sight; than; with the reaction common
to violent tempers; which in this case resulted the sooner; from the
exhaustion produced in a worn frame by the violence of the outburst;
Euphra sat down; in a hopeless; unresting way; upon the chair from
which she had just risen; and began weeping more bitterly than
before。  She was not only exhausted; but ashamed; and to these
feelings was added a far greater sense of disappointment than she
could have believed possible; at the frustration of the hope of help
from David Elginbrod。  True; this hope had been small; but where
there is only one hope; its death is equally bitter; whether it be a
great or a little hope。  And there is often no power of reaction; in
a mind which has been gradually reduced to one little faint hope;
when that hope goes out in darkness。  There is a recoil which is
very helpful; from the blow that kills a great hope。

All this time Harry had been looking on; in a kind of paralysed
condition; pale with perplexity and distress。  He now came up to
Euphra; and; trying to pull her hand gently from her face; said:

〃What is it all about; Euphra; dear?〃

〃Oh!  I have been very naughty; Harry。〃

〃But what is it all about?  May I read the letter?〃

〃If you like;〃 answered Euphra; listlessly。

Harry read the letter with quivering features。  Then; laying it down
on the table with a reverential slowness; went to Euphra; put his
arms round her and kissed her。

〃Dear; dear Euphra; I did not know you were so unhappy。  I will find
God for you。  But first I willwhat shall I do to the bad man?  Who
is it?  I will〃

Harry finished the sentence by setting his teeth hard。

〃Oh! you can't do anything for me; Harry; dear。  Only mind you don't
say anything about it to any one。  Put the letter in the fire there
for me。〃

〃Nothat I won't;〃 said Harry; taking up the letter; and holding it
tight。 〃It is a beautiful letter; and it does me good。  Don't you
think; though it is not sent to God himself; he may read it; and
take it for a prayer?〃

〃I wish he would; Harry。〃

〃But it was very wrong of you; Euphra; dear; to speak as you did to
the daughter of such a good man。〃

〃Yes; it was。〃

〃But then; you see; you got angry before you knew who she was。〃

〃But I shouldn't have got angry before I knew all about it〃

〃Well; you have only to say you are sorry; and Margaret won't think
anything more about it。  Oh; she is so good!〃

Euphra recoiled from making confession of wrong to a lady's maid;
and; perhaps; she was a little jealous of Harry's admiration of
Margaret。  For Euphra had not yet cast off all her old habits of
mind; and one of them was the desire to be first with every one whom
she cared for。  She had got rid of a worse; which was; a necessity
of being first in every company; whether she cared for the persons
composing it; or not。  Mental suffering had driven the latter far
enough from her; though it would return worse than ever; if her mind
were not filled with truth in the place of ambition。  So she did not
respond to what Harry said。  Indeed; she did not speak again; except
to beg him to leave her alone。  She did not make her appearance
again that day。

But at night; when the household was retiring; she rose from the bed
on which she had been lying half…unconscious; and going to the door;
opened it a little way; that she might hear when Margaret should
pass from Mrs。 Elton's room towards her own。  She waited for some
time; but judging; at length; that she must have passed without her
knowledge; she went and knocked at her door。  Margaret opened it a
little; after a moment's delay; half…undressed。

〃May I come in; Margaret?〃

〃Pray; do; Miss Cameron;〃 answered Margaret。

And she opened the door quite。  Her cap was off; and her rich dark
hair fell on her shoulders; and streamed thence to her waist。  Her
under…clothing was white as snow。

〃What a lovely skin she has!〃 thought Euphra; comparing it with her
own tawny complexion。  She felt; for the first time; that Margaret
was beautifulyes; more: that whatever her gown might be; her form
and her skin (give me a prettier word; kind reader; for a beautiful
fact; and I will gladly use it) were those of one of nature's
ladies。  She was soon to find that her intellect and spirit were
those of one of God's ladies。

〃I am very sorry; Margaret; that I spoke to you as I did today。〃

〃Never mind it; Miss Cameron。  We cannot help being angry sometimes。
And you had great provocation under the mistake you made。  I was
only sorry because I knew it would trouble you afterwards。  Please
don't think of it again。〃

〃You are very kind; Margaret。〃

〃I regretted my father's death; for the first time; after reading
your letter; for I knew he could have helped you。  But it was very
foolish of me; for God is not dead。〃

Margaret smiled as she said this; looking full in Euphra's eyes。  It
was a smile of meaning unfathomable; and it quite overcame Euphra。
She had never liked Margaret before; for; from not very obscure
psychological causes; she had never felt comfortable in her
presence; especially after she had encountered the nun in the
Ghost's Walk; though she had had no suspicion that the nun was
Margaret。  A great many of our dislikes; both to persons and things;
arise from a feeling of discomfort associated with them; perhaps
only accidentally present in our minds the first time we met them。
But this vanished entirely now。

〃Do you; then; know God too; Margaret?〃

〃Yes;〃 answered Margaret; simply and solemnly。

〃Will you tell me about him?〃

〃I can at least tell you about my father; and what he taught me。〃

〃Oh! thank you; thank you!  Do tell me about himnow。〃

〃Not now; dear Miss Cameron。  It is late; and you are too unwell to
stay up longer。  Let me help you to bed to…night。  I will be your
maid。〃

As she spoke; Margaret proceeded to put on her dress again; that she
might go with Euphra; who had no attendant。  She had parted with
Jane; and did not care; in her present mood; to have a woman about
her; especially a new one。

〃No; Margaret。  You have enough to do without adding me to your
troubles。〃

〃Please; do let me; Miss Cameron。  It will be a great pleasure to
me。  I have hardly anything to call work。  You should see how I used
to work when I was at home。〃

Euphra still objected; but Margaret's entreaty prevailed。  She
followed Euphra to her room。  There she served her like a
ministering angel; brushed her hairoh; so gently! smoothing it out
as if she loved it。  There was health in the touch of her hands;
because there was love。  She undressed her; covered her in bed as if
she had been a child; made up the fire to last as long as possible;
bade her good night; and was leaving the room; when Euphra called
her。  Margaret returned to the bed…side。

〃Kiss me; Margaret;〃 she said。

Margaret stooped; kissed her forehead and her lips; and left her。

Euphra cried herself to sleep。  They were the fi
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